Death Cab For Cutie

"I Will Follow You Into The Dark"

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
'cause we'll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the No's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark

Reptile Names

• Ashes
• Ava
• Bama
• Bandis
• Boomer
• Bane
• Bear
• Blinx
• Calamity
• chaos
• clyde
• deamon
• felix
• ghost
• Gray
• Harlequin
• Hellfire
• Ishi
• Ivory
• Java
• Kraken
• Lexi
• Lucius
• Luka
• Magik
• Micah
• Nuggz
• Onyx
• Osh
• Phoenix
• Pocchi
• Phooka
• Rex
• Ricochet
• Rogue
• Ryder
• Sniper
• Spirit
• Thantos
• Tortuga
• Trinket
• Wolfie
• Xavier
• Maysun
• Hunter
• Jace
• Grayson
• Jared
• Nolan
• Serenity
• Seth
• Wesley
• Zachary
• Alarick
• Alice
• Aislynn
• Lunar

So many names I need to get rid of!

Snoorree

I have a twitter account: LettersUnopened
Feel free to check it out and tell people about it.
I want as many followers as possible... I don't know how this will help...

Someone bring me a bucket!!!

Those moments in life where you honestly think you're going to upchuck because of something that has happened or been said.
I really need a bucket!!

Sabiduria

I was talking to my dad about dreams.
We talked about the influence of our own environment, shaping, adding and altering our perception and thus, our dreams.
He told me about when he was younger he remembered noticing that he was dreaming in colour.
I couldn't help but wonder... Did people dream in black and White in the past when tv was like that, or did they dream in colour?
Do people ever dream like old films?
We talked about our own experiences with dreams for a while. I found it really thought stimulating!
The mind is a wonderful, mysterious place.

Take this for what it was.

But a simple "I love you." shows how people perceive things differently.

YOU ARE HIM? Wait... NO!

So pretty much the guy in one of my classes that reminds me constantly of my stepdad, is becoming less and less like him and I'm relieved!! It used to make me uncomfortable but it's getting easier because of things like a) understanding of technology (I know SD has been around a WHILE but that's no excuse to think I don't know how a tv works!!) b) mannerisms and way of speaking are better (it was a confidence thing- we're all in the same boat) c) it's completely illogical and understands people his own age (no one is alive at SD's age- they've all been gone a while!)

Long story short: thank goodness you're finally settling in:)

BRING ME A FOUR LEAF CLOVER.

Am I a faery? Really! Am I?
Because they can tell no lie and iron repels me.
My dad just asked me a question and I was all :o and started trying to lie and practically choked! Iron doesn't burn me- it's just there's so much ugly iron jewelry.
Nahh I'm just tired and that was a choking coincidence I'm sure...

Ocean of Emotion/ i think she should do support seminars.

Sometimes you're better off knowing, than living without the knowledge.
Pain can be brought about by the truth but it can also offer hope and relief.
Learning objective: to know just when the truth will bring a person to their knees in agony or tears to their face in hurt and when the truth will uplift someone and calm their ocean of emotion.

Discovery!

Comedy Central Extra on channel 185!!
It means I now can watch sex in the city at half 12 til 1:40 am and

OH MY GOSH A REALLY REALLY CREEPY ADVERT FOR A PHONE COMPANY!!
Who uses the little girl from horror films and a abandoned car park in a random phone advert?!?!?!?!

Just a little musing...

Adam Noah Levine
I
Love
You.

Limp.Cry.Limp.

Bad evil shoes.
Enough said!
I came to realise today that ankles are such a stupid design flaw.
New school shoes, and high heels prove that.
Bleehhh!!

Creepy Contacts

http://www.webdesign.org/img_articles/10130/demon-eye.jpg
http://02a5349.netsolstores.com/zombie.aspx
http://02a5349.netsolstores.com/slither.aspx
http://02a5349.netsolstores.com/predator.aspx
http://02a5349.netsolstores.com/hellseeker.aspx
http://02a5349.netsolstores.com/mirroredblacksclera.aspx
http://02a5349.netsolstores.com/jaws.aspx
http://02a5349.netsolstores.com/hellhound.aspx
http://02a5349.netsolstores.com/granite.aspx
http://02a5349.netsolstores.com/ebola.aspx
http://02a5349.netsolstores.com/canine.aspx
http://02a5349.netsolstores.com/bullseye.aspx
http://02a5349.netsolstores.com/bluehound.aspx
http://02a5349.netsolstores.com/blacksclera.aspx
http://02a5349.netsolstores.com/blackswan.aspx

AMAZING!! I wish I had enough money to buy all these :/
They're all from http://02a5349.netsolstores.com/
I don't have a favourite because they're all just too epic...
I wannnttttt!!

Common decency.

I would not mind one bit if Sarah Jessica Parker was my mother!
She has a few of my mother's tendencies but an amazing fashion sense (Except for some of the early days of 'Sex In The City'- My recent obsession) and even though she may not have had anything to do with the life lessons in 'Sex In The City' I think she is a good role model, or at least her character is. She has inspired my latest writing experiment... which I hope to share in a while... I'm excited but worried it won't take off.
I'm SO busy :/

You.

I wonder where you disappeared to when we broke up... You're face appeared in a friends girlfriends photo. It surprised me.

When I close my eyes...

Every single night in my head I daydream about the certain things in my life I want to happen.
It doesn't stop the nightmares but it sure does give me something to look forward to when I wake up...

Silence is golden.

I complain and rant in my other blog.
But I never go back and read my posts because, in writing them down, I forget what made me feel that way.
It's my life diary.

C, sea, see

I see you more but I see you less, you see?

Xbox FTW.

Poor Naughty Bear, not been invited anywhere huh?
Come see me and we'll rave it up and not kill the other adorables huh?

I dream of you...

I have the ability to change my dreams, whilst I'm dreaming, or as soon as I wake up.
But sometimes I write it down differently, so when I look back at what I wrote, I remember the dream how I wished it would be, especially as I will forget how it actually was.

Err how about no?

So today went fairly... "well"

Tonight

Sometimes I like to pretend I'm someone else, like one of my role models, like my sisters.

Sheesh!

Some people really need to learn how to be quiet... Some people would make king kong impressed...

Ouch!

Sickipedia:
A few days ago, I was walking past a little girl talking to her older sister.They were arguing about the older girl's boyfriend.Then the little girl started singing:Joey+Sarah sitting in a tree .K-I-S-S-I-N-G!First comes love, then comes marriage.Then comes an abrupt, tragic miscarriage.Then comes blame, then comes despair.Two hearts damaged beyond repair.Joey leaves Sarah and takes the tree .D-I-V-O-R-C-E

Gears of war 3 songs

• Sun Kill Moon- Heron Blue
• DeVotchKa- How It Ends
• Avenged Sevenfold- Buried Alive
• Breaking Benjamin- Crawl
• Black Sabbath- War Pigs

Two quick things-

1. Benjamin is such a weird name to spell out.
2. Black Sabbath- War Pigs took me about 20 minutes to find and it's my favourite out of the lot ;)
   

Hello, hello kitty

The tattooist/ piercist drew a smiley face on my tummy :)
Hhahahahaaa the man with moobs and a bra story was just too hilarious when lying in pain.

Hahaha

Some people need to put on their grown up pants and realise that this is the real world and not everything is about you.
Some people also need to realise that I'm not someone to mess with and I have a hell of a punch and claws that will leave a...big mark.

=/

Don't call me grumpy gills.
I will rip off your face.

Im no superman

Lyrics by Lazlo Bane
------------------------

Out the door just in time
Head down the 405
Gotta meet the new boss by eight am

The phone rings in the car
The wife is working hard
She's running late tonight again

Well, I know what I've been told
You've got to work to feed the soul
But I can't do this all on my own
No, I know
I'm no Superman
I'm no Superman

And you've got your love online
And you think you're doing fine
But you're just pluged into the wall

And that deck of Tarot cards
Won't get you very far
There ain't no hand to break your fall

Well, I know what I've been told
You've got to know just when to fold
But I can't do this all on my own
No, I know
I'm no Superman
I'm no Superman
(that's right)

You've crossed the finish line
Won the race but lost your mind
Was it worth it, after all

I need you here with me
Cause love is all we need
Just take a hold of the hand that breaks the fall

Well I know what I've been told
You've to break free to break the mold
But I can't do this all on my own
No, I can't do this all on my own
I know, that I'm no
Superman
I'm no Superman
I'm no Superman

Someday we'll be together
I'm no Superman
Someday
Someday we'll be together
Someday
I'm no Superman

Glad thats not me

Angry girl shouting to her boyfriend hysterically: I can't believe you're ditching me, you will never, never, never find a girl like me in your entire fucking life again!
Boyfriend: That is the point.


(Home Security | Kansas City, MO, USA)
Me: “Thank you for calling [security services].”
Customer: “My keypad keeps beeping and saying low battery. What does that mean?”
(I run through some basic troubleshooting. After about 10 minutes, we still can’t find the problem.)
Me: “Well, sir, I'm not exactly sure why your system is doing this. I'll be happy to send a technician out there for you.”
Customer: “Oh, okay. By the way, my keypad seems to be on fire. Is that a bad thing?”
Me: “Yes, sir. That is really bad. Do you want me to call the fire department?”
Customer: “Oh, no. I don't think that's necessary, do you?”
Me: “Well, the fire may spread up the wall if it doesn't get put out. I'd recommend spraying it with a fire extinguisher if you don't want the fire department to come out.”
Customer: “I can't do that!”
Me: “Why not? Do you not have a fire extinguisher?”
Customer: “No, I do! But I don't want to be liable for damaging the alarm system by putting out the fire!”
Me: “Sir, I’m going to just hang up now and call the fire department. I'd really recommend you go outside and wait for them.”
Customer: “You know, I don't understand why you think this is such a big deal, young lady!”

Extremely loud guy with group of friends: If you feed a chicken some chicken, it's called forced cannibalism and is technically animal cruelty.
Taller, quieter guy: Why is it animal cruelty?
Extremely loud guy: If a species eats its own species, it will get something called a prion disease. It's a degenerative brain thing most often, that's where mad cow disease came from. It's also why you're not supposed to eat people. It's not just because it'd be a dick move, you'd go crazy and probably eat more people. By the way, if you ever kill someone and want to kind of get away with it, eat them. You'll get off on an insanity plea because of the prion disease.

Flinchy Flinchy...

A song came on the tv-
...my alarm clock song!
I jumped and literally flinched as I thought I'd just dreamt part of this evening up, despite it being a soothing song!
Gahh!!

Sickipedia

"BBC News: 170,000 evacuated from area near plants."

Triffids? The Japanese are having no luck right now."

I'm done... For a bit...

Just finished writing up loadddsss of my Latin.
About 18 blog posts with Latin in...
Eurgh! so much to know and quote from heart...
Mock tomorrow on everything... I get stress sick so easily.
Hey- prove to me its easy- learn all the Latin I have and then be unstressed... :L
I need to remember PEEL:

• Point
• Evidence
• Explanation
• Link back to the question

Yup, that's right... you have to use PEEL in everything... stupid literature...
Stupid me for enjoying literature so much...
Gosh there is just no winning with me =)
...umm... I wonder if I have to do background Latin too... oh man I really hope not...
I'ma die =/

Cheers to being done with typing up latin for a bit (y)

Tacitus, Nero and Agrippina

Section IIIa- lines 1-2

noctem sideribus inlustrem et placido mari quietam quasi
night stars bright and calm sea still as if
ad convincendum scelus dii praebuere.
to expose crime gods provide.

The gods provided a night bright with stars and quiet with a calm sea as if to expose the crime.

Tacitus, Nero and Agrippina

Section IIe- lines 15-19

iam
pluribus sermonibus tracto in longum convictu prosequitur
Agrippinam abeuntem, artius oculis et pectori haerens, vel ut
simulationem expleret vel quod periturae matris supremus
aspectus ferum animum retinebat.

Now, after the entertainment had been drawn out for a long time by further conversations, he escorted Agrippina as she was leaning, clinging rather too tightly to her eyes and breast, either to complete the deception or because the final sight of his mother as she was about to die was holding back his wild spirit.

Tacitus, Nero and Agrippina

Section IId- lines 11-15

satis constitit exstitisse proditorem, et Agrippinam, auditis
insidiis, ambiguam an crederet sella Bias pervectam esse. ibi
blandimentum sublevavit metum: comiter excepta est
superque ipsum collocata. Nero modo familiaritate iuvenili se
gerebat, modo adductus erat, quasi seria consociaret.

It was generally agreed that a traitor had emerged, and Agrippina, when she heard about the plot, uncertain whether to believe it, was carried in a chair to Baiae. There flattery relieved her fear. She was recieved politely and placed at the table above (Nero) himself, Nero sometimes behaved himself with youthful familiarity, sometimes he was withdrawn as if involved with serious things.

Tacitus, Nero and Agrippina

Section IIc- lines 8-10

stabat inter alias navis
ornatior, tamquam id quoque honori matris daretur, ac tum invitata ad epulas erat ut occultando facinori nox adhiberetur.

Standing among the others was a more decorated ship as if this too honour his mother.

Tacitus, Nero and Agrippina

Section IIb- lines 5-8

quam in litus venientem
(nam Antio adventabat) excepit manu et complexu duxitque
Baulos. id villae noman est quae inter promunturium Misenum
et Baianum lacum mari adluitur.

He recieved her with his hand and an embrace as she was coming on to the shore (for she was coming from Antium) and led her to Bauli. That is the name of a villa which is lapped by the sea between the headland and Misenum and lake Baiae.

Tacitus, Nero and Agrippina

Section IIa- lines 1-5

placuit sollertia, tempore ipso iuvante quando festos dies
apud Baias frequentabat. illuc matrem elicit, ferendas esse
parentium iracundias et placandum animum dictitans, ut
rumorem reconciliationis efficeret et Agrippina acciperet facili
feminarum credulitate ad gaudia.


The scheme seemed good, with the time itself helping out, since he used to celebrate the festive period at Baiae. He lured his mother there, repeatedly saying that the anger of parents had to be endured and their spirits calmed, in order that he might spread a rumour of reconsiliation and Agrippina might accept with the easy trustfulness of a woman at happy things.

Tacitus, Nero and Agrippina

Section 1e- lines 16-20

nihil tam capax fortuitorum quam mare; et si
nothing so full accident as sea; and if
naufragio Agrippina intercepta sit quem adeo iniquum esse ut
shipwreck Agrippina kill in a who so unfair be that
scelus credat quod venti et fluctus deliquerint? additurum
crime believe which wind and wave commit? give
principem matri defunctae templum et aras et cetera
emperor mother dead temple alters and other
ostentandae pietati.
to his family devotion.

Nothing is so full of accidents as the sea, and if Agrippina were killed in a ship wreck would someone be so unfair that they would believe that the wind and waves had committed was a crime. The emperor would give for his dead mother a temple and alters and other things for showing the strength of his family devotion.

Tacitus, Nero and Agrippina

Section 1d- lines 12-16

obtulit ingenium Anicetus libertus, classi apud Misenum
offered clever plan Anicetus freedman, fleet at Misenum
praefectus et pueritae Neronis educator ac mutuis odiis
commander and boy Nero tutor to mutual hatred
Agrippinae invisus. ergo navem posse componi docet, cuius
Agrippina hateful. so ship can build explain, of which
pars (ipso in mari) (per artem) soluta Agrippinam effunderet
part (itself in the sea) (by design) loosen Agrippina throw out
ignaram;
unsuspecting;

The freedman, Anicetus, commander of the fleet at Misenum and tutor of Nero when he was a boy and hateful to Agrippina in mutual hatred offered a clever plan. Therefore he explains a ship could be built, a part of which, loosened by design in the sea itself would throw out the unsuspecting Agrippina;

Tacitus, Nero and Agrippina

Section 1c- lines 9-11

quonam modo ferrum et caedes occultaretur
what way sword and murder concealed
nemo reperiebat; et metuebat Nero ne quis tanto facinori
no one work out and afrais Nero lest anyone such a great crime
delectus iussa sperneret.
chosen order reject.

No one could work out in what way sword and murder could be concealed; and Nero was afraid lest anyone chosen for such a great crime would reject the orders.

Tacitus, Nero and Agrippina

Section 1b- lines 5-9

placuit primo venenum. sed inter epulas principis si daretur
referri ad casum non poterat tali iam Britannici exitio. et
ministors temptare arduum videbatur mulieris usu scelerum
adversus insidias intentae; atquw ipsa praesumendo remedia
munierat corpus.

At first poison seemed good but if it were given during a feast of the emperors it would not be possible to attribute it to chance with the similar death of Britannicus recently also it seemed difficult to corrupt the servants of a woman experienced in crime, alert against plots and she herself was fortifying her body by taking anti-dotes in advance

Tacitus, Nero and Agrippina

Section 1-a, lines 1-4

igitur Nero vitare secretos matris congressus; abscedentem
therefore Nero avoid secret mother meeting; going away
eam in hortos aut in agrum laudare quod otium caperet.
her in garden or in country praise because people sought
postremo praegravem eam esse ratus interficere constituit,
finally intollerable her to be think to kill decided
hactenus consultans utrum veneo an ferro vel qua vi.
only deliberating whether poison or sword or some other violence.

Therefore Nero avoided secret meeting with his mother; he praised her for going away into the gardens or into the countryside because he sought peace. At last, thinking her to be intolerable, he decided to kill (her), deliberating only whether by poison or by the sword or by some other violence.

Cicero, ad Att. 5.1 "Letter to his friend Atticus"

nihi! vidi tam mite, nihil tam placidum quam meus frater illo die erat in
nothing! I have seen so mild, so gentle than my brother that day he was to
sororem tuam. si fuerat offensio ex ratione sumptus, non apparuit. postridie
sister your. if had been offence caused by calculation expenditure not apparent. on the next day
Arpino (profecti sumus) et prandimus in Arcano. humanissime Quintus.
Arpinum (we set out) and we had lunch in Arcanum. very considerately Quintus
'Pomponia' inquit 'tu invita mulieres, ego viros arcessam.' nihil potuit dulcius,
'Pomponia' says 'you invite women, I men summon.' nothing he was able to say more pleasant
non modo verbis sed etiam animo ac vultu. at illa, audientibus nobis, 'ego ipsa
nor only word but also character and expression. but she, hear us, 'I myself
sum' inquit 'hic hospita'- id ex hac causa, ut opinor, quod antecesserat
am' says 'here guest'- this from this reason that think because gone on ahead
Statius ut prandium nobis curaret! tum Quintus 'en' inquit mihi 'haec ego patior cotidie.'
Status to lunch for us take care of! with Quintus 'see' says me 'the things I put up with everyday.'
(hac) re ego ipse manopere motus sum; sic illa, absurde et aspere
(this event) I myself very much moved I was thus she absurdly and bitterly
verbis vultuque responderat. itaque discubimus omnes praeter illam. Quintus
words expression and replied. therefore recline at the table all except her. Quintus
ei aliquid de mensa misit, quod tamen illa reiecit. (quid multa?) nihil meo frater
her something from table sent, which however she refused. (what more?) nothing my brother
lenius, nihil asperius tua sorore mihi visum est; et multa similia praetereo.
more gentle, nothing more bitter your sister to me seemed; and many similar events passover.

I have seen nothing so mild, nothing so gentle (as) my brother was on that day to your sister. If there had been an offence caused by the calculation of her expenditure, it was not apparent. On the next day we set out from Arpinum and had lunch at Arcanum. Very considerately, Quintus said "Pomponia, you will invite the women, I will summon the men." He was able to say nothing more pleasant, not only in his words but also in his character and expression. But she, in earshot of us, said "I myself am a guest here"- it is for this reason that I think (she thought) this, because Statis had gone on ahead to take care of lunch for us! Then Quintus said to me "see the things I put up with everyday!" I myself was very much moved by this event; thus she replied harshly and bitterly in her words and expression. Therefore we all reclined at the table except her. Quintus sent her something from the table which, however she refused. Why say more? Nothing seemed to me more gentle than my brother, nothing more bitter than your sister; and I pass over many similar events.

Martial, Marital equality?

uxorem quare locupletem ducere nolim
wife why rich to marry not want
quaeritis? uxori nubere nolo meae.
ask? wife be a wife not want my
inferior matrona suo sit, Prisce, marito:
lower wife her let, Priscus, husband:
non aliter fiunt femina virque pares.
not any other way become man and equal.

You ask why I don't want to marry a rich wife.
I do not want to be a wife to my wife.
Let a wife be lower than her husband
Priscus: not in any other way to a
woman and a man become equal.

Pliny, Letters 6.24

Faithful unto death

navigabam per Larium nostrum, cum amicus ostendit mihi villam
I was sailing through larius our when friendshow me house
atqueetiam cubiculum quod in lacum prominet: 'ex hoc' inquit 'olim
and also bedroom which lake stuck out 'out this' says 'once
femina quaedam cum marito se praecipitavit. maritus
a woman with husband themselves threw. husband
gravissimo morbo affectus est. uxor eum oravit ut sibi permitteretur
severe illness affected is. wife beg so that allow
corpus inspicere; neque enim quemquam fidelius indicaturum num
body inspect not for anyone. more faithfully inform whether
posset sanari. vidit desperavit hortata est ut moreretur, comesque
he was able to be cured. saw despaired encouraged to die, companion and
ipsa mortis, dux immo et exemplum et neccessitas fuit; nam se cum
she herself in death, leader even and example and compulsion was;
marito ligavit abiecit in lacum'.
husband bind jump lake.

I was sailing across our lake Larius, when my friend showed to me a house
and also a bedroom which stuck out in the lake. He sais "from there, once
a certain woman threw herself with her husband.
Her husband was affected by a very serious illness.
His wife begged him that she could be allowed to inspect his body.
For not anyone would inform him more faithfully whether he was able to be cured.
She saw, she despaired, she encouraged him to die, and
she herself was his companion in death, the leader even and
the example and the compulsion; for she
fastened herself to her husband and jumped out into the lake'.

Pliny, Letters 4.19

To Calpurnia Hispulla, his wife's aunt

Cum sis, pietatis exemplum, filiam fratris tui ut tuam diligis,
since you're dutifulness example daughter brother you your love
affectumque ei repraesentas, non tantum amitae verum etiam
affection and show not so many aunt but also
patris amissi. maxime igitur gaudebis, cum cognoveris eam dignam
father also greatly rejoice when learn worthy
patre, dignam te, dignam avo evadere. summum est acumen,
father worthy of you worthy of her grandfather very great is he aquman
summa frugalitas; amat me, quod castitatis indicium est.
very great is her thought she loved me, which her chastity sign of is a

praeterea stufium litterarum (ex mei caritate) concepit. meos libellos
mother study litterature (out of love for me) enthusiasm my little books
(habet, lectitat, ediscit) etiam. quanta sollicitudine afficitur cum ego
(has them, reads them, learns them) even (then I lose my translation)
acturus sum, quanto gaudio cum egi! disponit qui nuntient sibi quos
...
clamores excitaverim, quem eventum iudicii tulerim. eadem, si
speech..., with...
quando recito, in proximo sedet, velo discreta, laudesque meas
...recite, in nearby sits curtain hidden...
avidissimis auribus excipit. versus quidem meos cantat formatque
... ... .... verses... my sing...
cithara, non artifice aliquo docente, sed amore, qui magister est optimus.
..., ... ... ... ..., but love, ... teacher is best

his ex causis (est mihi) spes certissima, perpertuam nobis concordiam
... ... ... (I have)
maioremque in dies futuram esse. illa enim diligit non aetatem
meam aut corpus, quae paulatim occidunt ac senescunt, sed
glorium meam. hoc vero decet puellam tuis manibus educatam
... my. this indeed befits girl your hands brought up
quae amare me ex tua praedicatione consuevit. ergo tibi gratias
who to love me from your recommendation become accoustomed. therefore to you thanks
agimus, [ego quod illam mihi, illa quod me sibi dederis]. vale.
we give, [I because her me, she because me to her give.] goodbye.

Since you are an example of dutifulness, you love your brother's daughter as your own, and you show her the affection not only of an aunt but also of her lost father. Therefore you will very greatly rejoive, when you have learned that she turns out to be worthy of her father, worthy of you, worthy of her grandfather. Very great is her aquman, very great is her think, she loved me, which is a sign of her chastity.

Mother, she has taken up an enthusiasm for literature out of love of me. She has my little books, she is reading them, even learning them by heart. With how much worry is she afficted when I am about to deliver a speech, with how much joy when I have delivered it. She stations people to report to her what applause I have provoked what outcome of the trial I have brought about. The same woman, whereever I give a recital, sits nearby hidden by a curtain, and recieves my praises with very eager ears. She even sings my verses and sets them to music on a lyre, not with some artist teaching her, but with love, which is the best teacher.

For these reasons, I have a very certain hope that our harmony is going to be everlasting and greater in the future. For she loves not my age of body, which little by little decline and grow old, but my distinction.This indeed befits a girl brought up byyour hands, who has become accustomed to love me from your recommendation. Therefore we give thanks to you, I because you have given her to me, and she because you have given her to me. Goodbye.

Cil 1.2.1211 "Epitaph to Claudia"

Hospes, quod deico paullum est; asta ac pellege.
stranger, what say a small thing is stand and read it
heic est sepulcrum hau pulcrum, pulcrai feminae:
here is tomb by no means beautiful, beautiful woman
nomen paremtes nominarunt Claudiam,
name parents called Claudia
suom mareitum corde deilexit souo:
her husband heart she loved her
gnatos duos creavit: horum alterum
sons two she bore: of them one
in terra linquit, alium sub terra locat.
on the ground leaves, other under the ground places
sermone lepido, tum autem incessu commodo,
conversations charming, then also way of walks fine
domum servavit. lanam fecit. dixi. abei.
the house looked after. wool she made. I have spoken. go on your way.

Stranger, what I say is just a small thing; stand and read it through.
here is the by no means beautiful tomb, of a beautiful woman:
her parents called her Claudia
she loved her husband with her heart.
she bore two sons: one of them she leaves on the earth, the other she places under the ground.
with a charming conversation,then also a fine way of walking,
she looked after the house. She made wool. I have spoken. go on your way.

Ovid, Ars Amatoria 1.469-478 "Advice to a rejected lover"

si non accipiet scriptum inlectumque remittet,
if not accept written unread and send back,
lecturam spera propositumque tene.
will read hope your proposal and hold onto.
tempore difficiles veniunt ad aratra iuvenci,
in time difficult come to the plough bullocks,
tempore lenta pati frena docentur equi.
in time unyeilding to accept reins be taught horses.
ferreus adsiduo consumitur anulus usu,
iron relentless eaten away ring use,
interit adsidua vomer aduncus humo.
ruined unrelenting plough share hooked earth.
quid magis est saxo durum, quid mollius unda?
what more is stone/rock hard, what soft/gentle wave?
dura tamen molli saxa cavantur aqua.
hard however soft stone/rock is hollowed out water
Penelopen ipsam, persta modo, tempore vinces:
Penelope herself stand firm now, in time win
capta vides sero Pergama, capta tamen.
capture see after a long time Pergamum, captured however.

If she will not acceptwhat you have written and sends it back unread,
hope she will read and hold onto yyour proposal,
In time difficult bullocks will come to the plough,
In time horses are taught to accept unyeilding reins.
An iron ring is eaten away by relentless use.
The hooked plough share is ruined by the soft water.
Stand firm now in time you will win penelope herself:
You see Pergamum captured after a long time, however captured.

Catullus 8

miser Catulle, desinas ineptire,
wretched Catullus, stop cease be foolish
et quod vides perisse (perditum ducas.)
and what see perish (let it go)
fulsere quondam candid tibi soles,
shine once bright you sun
cum ventitabas quo puella ducebat
when often go girl lead
amata nobis quantum amabitur nulla.
loved me as much as love not any other girl
ibi illa multa cum iocosa fiebant,
then those many when pleasant memories happen
quae tu volebas nec puella nolebat;
which you want not girl not want
fulsere vere candidi tibi soles.
shine once bright you sun
nunc iam illa non vult: tu quoque impotens noli,
now already she not want: you also do not want,
nec quae fugit sectare, nec miser vive,
nor who flees follow, nor wretched live
sed obstinata mente perfer, obdura.
but stubborn heart/mind edure, persist/stand firm.
vale puella, iam Catullus obdurat,
goodbye girl, now Catullus stand firm,
nec te requiret nec rogabit invitam.
nor he require/miss nor ask against your will.
at tu (dolebis) cum rogaberis nulla.
but you (will feel pain) when asked about no more.
scelesta, vae te, quae tibi manet vita?
wicked cow, woe be upon you, what you remains life?
quis nunc te adibit? cui videberis bella?
who now you persue? to whom be seen beautiful?
quem nunc amabis? cuius esse diceris?
who now love? to whom you to be you say?
quem basiabis? cui labella mordebis?
who kiss? whose lips bite?
at tu, Catulle, destinatus obdura
but you, Catullus, determined stand firm.

Wretched Catullus, stop being foolish
and what you see to have died let it go.
once bright suns shone for you
when you used to go whenever your girl used to lead
loved by me as no other girl will be loved.
Then those many happy memories happened,
which you used to want, nor did the girl not want,
indeed bright suns shone for you.
now already she does not want: you also, do not want it, powerless
nor follow she who flees, nor live wretched
but endure with a stubborn mind, stand firm.
goodbye girl, now Catullus is standing firm,
neither will he miss you nor ask about you, against your will.
But you will feel pain when you are asked about no more.
Wicked cow, woe be upon you, what life remains for you?
Who will now persue you? To whom will you be seen as beautiful?
Who will you love now? To whom will you say you belong to?
Who will you kiss? Whose lips will you bite?
But you, Catullus, determined, stand firm.

Catullus 70

nulli se dicit mulier mea nubere malle
no one she says woman my to marry prefers
quam mihi, non si se luppiter ipse petat,
then me, not if her juppiter himself sought
dicit: sed mulier cupido quod dicit amanti,
(so she) said but woman eager what says lover
in vento et rapida scribere oportet aqua.
wind and fast flowing write ought to be water

my woman says she prefered to marry no one
but me, not if Juppiter himself sought her.
So she says: but what a woman says to her eager lover
ought to be written in the wind and fast flowing water.

Forgoodness sake!!

Barely managing to get to sleep at one and then waking up from a nightmare at 4 is NOT fair! Gotta get up in 2 and a half hours. Getting barely any sleep makes me want to cry.

TFLN

"Every once in a while you'd chuckle to yourself, and when I asked you what's so funny u replied "sometimes my toes tickle each other"."

Play that radio.

Artist: PlayRadioPlay!

Title: Decipher Reflections From Reality

My parachute didn't open
and when my back up failed
the pixie dust prevailed
and i woke up next to you
all i wanted was to hold you

i was born in a city
however small
it held a hospital
for location where i came into being
it was all down hill from there

what do you do
when your lifes a disaster
and your moving faster
and its getting harder to breathe

what do you say
if some is right but
you disagree
even if its the truth

i was told you are depressed
by a little bird
that was severly hurt
as it did not notice my window
it just flew wherever the wind blows
as it convulsed on the pavement
it whispered i am hated
your genetic flaws
i said say it all
you cant decipher reflections form reality
but neither can i

i noticed neither can i
i noticed neither can i
i noticed neither can i

you are the circle
i am the square
i have the none cut
you have the cool hair
we both take showers
for almost an hour
but only once a week or two

what do you do
when your lifes a disater
and your moving faster
and its getting harder to breathe

what do you say
if someone is right but
you disagree even if its the truth

I have a cat =)

Guy #1: So, if smart guys get dumb girls, and dumb guys get dumb girls, what do smart girls get?
Guy #2: Cats.
--F Train

Best pick up?

"He got so drunk that he tried hitting on a girl using nothing but his Samuel L. Jackson soundboard application on his Iphone"

I would ;P

Some Latin vocab work...

Latin vocab revision

Book I
Official Latin Cambridge revision
Book II
Official Latin Cambridge revision
Book III
Official Latin Cambridge revision

These following books do not have an online vocab tester =)

Book IV
Official Latin Cambridge revision
Book V
Official Latin Cambridge revision

Enjoy =)

My Wide Eyes

We Are Broken- Paramore

I am outside
And I've been waiting for the sun
And with my wide eyes
I've seen worlds that don't belong

My mouth is dry
With words I cannot verbalize
Tell me why we live like this

Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me, yeah

'Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence?
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again
'Cause we just wanna be whole

Lock the doors
'Cause I'd like to capture this voice
It came to me tonight
So everyone will have a choice

And under red lights
I'll show myself it wasn't forged
We're at war, we live like this

Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me

'Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence?
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again
'Cause we just wanna be whole

Tower over me
Tower over me
And I'll take the truth at any cost

'Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again
'Cause we just wanna be whole

NAR

(Restaurant | West Midlands, UK)
Me: "Hello, what can I get for you?"

Customer: "I'd like a crap, please."

Me: "I'm sorry, could you repeat that?"

Customer: "I'd like a crap with sugar and lemon, please."

Me: "Oh, I see! A crepe with sugar and lemon."

Customer: "Yes, that's what I said. A crap with sugar and lemon!"

Hhhmmmm...

"Today I realized that if you type "ew" into the Google image search, a bunch of Twilight pictures comes up. MLIA"

The real question is WHY were they typing in the word 'ew' into google images!!

Err... Not my fault!

I woohoo'd my sim character to death!!

FIE- Saturday, 7 August 2010

Love is dead.

"This is the hardest part
When you feel like you're fading
All that you have has become unreal
Collapsing, and aching

All I want, All I want is right here
But love don't live here anymore
(Love is dead, love is gone, love don't live here anymore)
Love don't live here anymore
(love is dead, love is gone, love don't live here anymore)

I know that you think of me when your
Beside her, inside her
It must be so hard for you to
Deny it and hide it

Oh, all I want
All I want is right here, but love don't live here anymore
(Love is dead, love is gone, love don't live here anymore)
And love don't live here anymore
(Love is dead, love is gone, love don't live here anymore)
[x2]

Love don't live here anymore
(Love is dead, love is gone, love don't live here anymore)
Love don't live here anymore
(Love is dead, love is gone, love don't live here anymore) [x4]
Oooh, love don't live here anymore"

FIE- Friday, 14 May 2010

YouTube - Kerli- I Want Nothing

Having the time of your lives
Happy within your disguise
Watch how the child in you dies
Circles inside of your mind

There's is more than meets the eye
Life is more than meets the eye

Strange how you got it but you're still coming back for more
I want nothing
If you think that you got it why they're treating you like a whore
And I want nothing from you
I want nothing from here
I want nothing

Faking it all of the time
Conscience it cuts like a knife
When will you start to realize
We don't have time on our side

There is more than meets the eye
Hits you right between the eyes

Strange how you got it but you're still coming back for more
I want nothing
If you think that you got it why they're treating you like a whore
And I want nothing from you
I want nothing from here
I want nothing

FIE- Saturday, 4 September 2010

*Grin*

So I have this swap-a-secret app on my ipod.
(Thats not its name!")
Usually its really depressing... but uplifting when you think :
"Hey I'm not having an affair, Ive not been molested, raped or sold into slavery!"
Anyways... I was just having a read when this one came up:

"hey you. yes, you. youre loved, so smile. things may be bad now, but everything is okay in the end. if it's not ok, its not the end. no situation is as bad as it seems at the time. you'll get through this and the end will justify the pain it took to get you there :)"

FIE- Wednesday, 27 October 2010

HE BROKE UP WITH YOU, RIGHT? AFTER TELLING YOU HE LOVED YOU AND CALLING YOU PET NAMES LIKE BABY AND CUTIE? YEAH, I KNOW HE LAVISHED YOU IN COMPLIMENTS, ONLY TO PUT HIMSELF DOWN SO YOU WOULD STROKE HIS FAKE LOW EGO. DID HE TELL YOU THAT YOU WERE BEAUTIFUL? I BET HE PROMISED YOU A PERSONALIZED SONG. OR MAYBE HE’D ALWAYS MENTION HOW HE WAS LYING IN BED AND WISHED YOU WERE THERE. HE DRAGGED “I LOVE YOU” OUT OF YOU, DIDN’T HE? YEAH, DON’T DENY IT. HE WOULD TALK TO YOU LAST THING AT NIGHT AND FIRST THING IN THE MORNING. HE CONSTANTLY MENTIONED LOSING SLEEP OVER YOU, EVERY NIGHT, BUT WE BOTH KNOW HE SLEPT LIKE A ROCK. HE MADE YOU LOVE PICTURES THAT WERE JUST SORT OF “BLEH” BEFORE. DID YOU DELETE THOSE PICTURES AFTER HE BROKE YOUR HEART? YEAH, ME TOO. ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS HATE HIM NOW, DON’T THEY? REMEMBER HOW HAPPY THEY WERE FOR YOU? THEY WARNED YOU. JUST REMEMBER, IT’S OKAY TO CRY. AND REFERRING TO HIM AS “ASSHOLE” IS PERFECTLY EXPECTED. BECAUSE, TRUST ME, YOU’LL END UP TALKING ABOUT HIM JUST AS OFTEN, IF NOT MORE, THAN BEFORE THE BREAK UP. THERE WILL BE THE “ONE TIME”S AND THE “I REMEMBER”S, AND ONCE YOU THINK YOU’RE OVER HIM, WATCH OUT. YOU BETTER KEEP YOUR EYES CLOSED IN THE HALLWAYS, BECAUSE I PROMISE YOU, THE NEXT TIME YOU SEE HIM, HE’LL BE ALL OVER SOME OTHER GIRL. A LITTLE PART OF YOU WILL WANT TO WARN HER, BUT NOBODY WILL BLAME YOU FOR HATING HER AND FOR BLAMING HER FOR YOUR PAIN. YEAH, YOU’LL COMPARE ALL GUYS TO HIM, BECAUSE ASIDE FROM THE MAN-WHORISH, HEART-BREAKER THING, HE WAS PERFECT. HE WAS EVERYTHING YOU HAD EVER WANTED. OR MAYBE YOU MADE THAT UP. MAYBE, THE SECOND HE STARTED TO SHOW INTEREST, YOU MADE UP THIS PERFECT GUY IN YOUR HEAD, AND HE JUST HAPPENED TO BE JUST LIKE HIM. LISTEN, YOU WILL FIND THE PERFECT GUY FOR YOU JUST LIKE EVERYBODY SAYS YOU WILL, AND IT WILL BE SOON. OKAY, SO I DIDN’T BELIEVE IT EITHER, BUT I’M STARTING TO.THE MOST IMPORTANT THING THOUGH IS DON’T LET HIM KNOW HE HURT YOU. DON’T LET HIM KNOW HE COULD HAVE YOU BACK IN A HEARTBEAT. DON’T GIVE HIM THAT SATISFACTION. MAKE HIM THINK YOU’RE COMPLETELY HAPPY. WHEN HE DECIDES TO WAVE AT YOU LIKE NOTHING EVER HAPPENED, WAVE BACK, SURE. BUT DON’T SMILE. MAKE HIM THINK HE MEANT AS LITTLE TO YOU, AS YOU OBVIOUSLY MEANT TO HIM.






this was a post on tumlbr.
THIS I FOUND ON THE LOVELY KAYLEIGHS BLOG.
it was so accurate, i could've written it myself.

FIE- Saturday, 4 December 2010

Sometimes remembering isn't such a bad thing =')

My song =)

From FIE- Saturday, 4 December 2010

That's When I Love You
Aslyn

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you
Just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you...endlessly

And when your mad cause you lost a game
Forget im waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Because the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you more than you know

And when you forget that we had a date
That look that u give when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more i love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

Follow me, follow me.

You cannot claim something that was never yours.
Hahahaaaa succkeerrr!!
Get your own and I'll get mine.

I love mixing messages too =)
I wish you'd read this but would you ever understand.

Man I LOVE freewriting.

So nicking this from MLIA

There was a MLIA about someone picking up the phone to a telemarketer and then pretending they were someone else and yelling at them for not calling them back and how they quickly hung up...
Next time someone rings that I don't want to talk to I'm SOO going to act slightly demented and hopefully scare them away... 'Cause I'm cool like that...

Oh it makes ME want to cry!!

"Today, I told my boyfriend about my foot phobia. To help me "get over it", he took his socks off, pinned me down, and rubbed his foot against my face until I started sobbing. FML"
Poor random stranger!

See us fall.

Parachute- Cheryl Cole

I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand
I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned
I won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to push me down
They want to see you fall (Down)

Won't tell anybody how you turn my world around
I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound
I won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to see us fall
They want to see us fall

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

Don't believe the things you tell yourself so late night and
You are your own worst enemy
You'll never win the fight
Just hold on to me
I'll hold on to you
It's you and me up against the world
It's you and me....(Love)

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/parachute-lyrics-cheryl-cole.html ]


I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down