Go hug a tree

Im just doing my art and I get a phone call...
From my ex friends grandpa... asking if she is with me.
Shes not. I tell him that.
I get asked for other people's numbers.
She could be anywhere.
She could of run away.
Shes been a cow to me but Im the one whos supposed to raise my head above it all.
I refuse to be the bigger person yet.
I refuse.
Even if shes not home within the next hour, I refuse to be walked all over.
I
am
not
going
to
let
that
happen.
like
ever...
xx