Like a butterfly caught in your trap.

You amaze me.
Simple as.
I think you can make me fall harder than they could.
Your honest with me.
You care.
You mean the world to me.
You catch me when I fall, litterally as well as figuratively...
You amaze me.

A new kind of life.

I might dye my hair.
What colour?
I might buy lots of clothes.
What style?
I might become someone different and laugh at different things.
Why?
Its not that difficult.
You should know...
Finding yourself is hard to do sometimes.
Only sometimes...
I'm going to do a "Nula".
What she did with every new person she'd made the deal with.
A year of their lives...
I don't want to be what you'd expect.
Typical girl...
I'm waiting for something- I don't know yet.
Always waiting...watching...
Your different from others... You don't see it... I do.
You talk in without making sense to anyone...else...
I feel trapped.
A change is needed...
I don't want to hurt you, when I forget meaningless things
You say your not hurt... that should make sense...

My thoughts are jumbled... a complete mess of things.
All of the above are thoughts not followed up on.
I keep seeing words- not long enough to remember them afterwards...
Why, followers of this page, do you wish to know the thoughts behind my actions... ??

Every kind of spring...

Yesterday was... wweeiirrdd...
Time passed too fast.
I failed in finishing an essay...
Try again today...
People kept mistaking words...
Spider = Fire
My dad asked if the fire was a wind-up one...
I was meant to be going to the beach today.
The weather was too messed up to go...
Several things happened today...
I wished I could've frozen the moment in time,
To bring back to relive when I need to.

Kelly Clarkson - Walk Away Lyrics

Kelly Clarkson - Walk Away Lyrics:
"You've got your mother and your brother, every other
Under cover telling you what to say
You think I'm stupid
But the truth is, that it's Cupid
Baby, loving you has made me this way

So before you point your finger
Get your hands off of my trigger
You need to know this situations getting old
And now the more you talk, the less I can take

I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why you still standing here
Hey,
Just walk away

I waited here for you like a kid waiting after school
So tell me how come you never showed
I gave you everything and never asked for anything
And look at me, I'm all alone
So before you start defending, baby
Stop all your pretending

I know you know I know
So what's the point in being so,
'Let's get this show on the road today'

I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why you still standing here
Hey,
Just walk away

I want a love
I want a fire
To feel the burn
My desires
I want a man by my side
Not a boy who runs and hides
Are you going to fight for me
Die for me
Live and breathe for me
Do you care for me
Cause if you don't then just leave

I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why you still standing here
Hey,
Just walk away"

I forgot to ask about the person I would run to...

I'm not a robot you can just controll.
I will not be who you MAKE me.
Don't tell me what to feel because I will go the other way.
I should love you but I want to hate you.
Go away.
Dont tell him to not love me.
I want to love him. Your time has been.
I just want to know if you'd remember me- On my birthday.
I doubt you would remember me.
I'm just the girl you were going out with.
I'm going to end up with no one.
Your going to chase him away.
Then you'll think something stupid like I was happy he was gone.
I would NEVER be happy if he left me.
I have no idea what he feels about me right now.
You just left.
I'm in such a turmoil.
You just left.
You left everyone to clean up your mess.
I refuse to be trapped under your thumb.
Do not even DARE to make me your puppet.
I asked you if you'd hurt me if I ran to someone else.
YOU DAMN SAID NO.

I forgot to ask about the person I would run to...

I'm sorry for getting you into this.
Your the last person I would EVER drag into this.
You mean so much to me.
I'm so sorry.
You can trick everyone into thinking you dont like me.
Please dont trick yourself.
Trick anyone else just dont fall for it.

*he appears at my door*

Embarrassing.
Nice hugs. Must we always run away from each other ??

NATASHA BEDINGFIELD - Soulmate Lyrics

NATASHA BEDINGFIELD - Soulmate Lyrics: "Natasha Bedingfield - Soulmate Lyrics

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'Cause someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do, you're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Lovable is already in my life?
Right in front of me or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit?
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Oh, somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone"

No. Just no.

I thought about sharing a story with you who read my blog.
Ive just decided to think better of it and not actually write it down.
It was going to be funny but extremely embarrassing to me if a guy were to read it...
So no. Just not gonna put it up anymore.
Now I have nothing to say.

P.s MLIA told me its illegal to publicly say your going to take over the world.
I made my dad read it and he said "must be an American thing"
Sounds like he tried it perhaps ??