Like a butterfly caught in your trap.

You amaze me.
Simple as.
I think you can make me fall harder than they could.
Your honest with me.
You care.
You mean the world to me.
You catch me when I fall, litterally as well as figuratively...
You amaze me.

A new kind of life.

I might dye my hair.
What colour?
I might buy lots of clothes.
What style?
I might become someone different and laugh at different things.
Why?
Its not that difficult.
You should know...
Finding yourself is hard to do sometimes.
Only sometimes...
I'm going to do a "Nula".
What she did with every new person she'd made the deal with.
A year of their lives...
I don't want to be what you'd expect.
Typical girl...
I'm waiting for something- I don't know yet.
Always waiting...watching...
Your different from others... You don't see it... I do.
You talk in without making sense to anyone...else...
I feel trapped.
A change is needed...
I don't want to hurt you, when I forget meaningless things
You say your not hurt... that should make sense...

My thoughts are jumbled... a complete mess of things.
All of the above are thoughts not followed up on.
I keep seeing words- not long enough to remember them afterwards...
Why, followers of this page, do you wish to know the thoughts behind my actions... ??

Every kind of spring...

Yesterday was... wweeiirrdd...
Time passed too fast.
I failed in finishing an essay...
Try again today...
People kept mistaking words...
Spider = Fire
My dad asked if the fire was a wind-up one...
I was meant to be going to the beach today.
The weather was too messed up to go...
Several things happened today...
I wished I could've frozen the moment in time,
To bring back to relive when I need to.